Monday, January 27, 2025

The Twenty-fourth of June - a book review

 The Twenty-fourth of June by Grace S. Richmond is a novel I've never heard of before. A family member wanted me to borrow and review it. I said I'd do that. I'm reading her copy right now, ignoring the introduction essay and afterward sections. Onward!

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This book follows a man of 28 proving himself to a young woman in the Gray family. It is not what I'd typically pick up, but I'm willing to try it out. The last time this family member suggested a book it was a four-star rated one (Freckles by Gene Stratton Porter). I'm including spoilers in this review, so please come back later if you want to go into it blind. 

Speaking of going into this blind, I'm going into this book practically blindfolded. I didn't get a plot overview other than "romance" and how much my family member loved it. In other words, this review will be honest and I'll be genuinely surprised at plot twists. It's not my usual cup of tea, but it started out strong. 


The events of the book

It starts with Richard Kendrick delivering a message to Judge Gray (from his grandfather, who insisted he go at once). He gets to the Gray residence to find the front door is busted, so he goes in the back and gets to see some of the other members of the household pass while waiting for ten minutes. The Judge speaks with him in the library and he sees the young woman who owns the rose-red scarf on the hat stand for one brief, fleeting moment. The family then talks about him after he leaves, introducing us to the characters of the family. It turns out there might be some scandal papers talking about the Kendrick family. The Judge is not happy to hear negative talk about his dear friend's grandson and cuts the conversation off rather quickly. 

Chapter two begins with Richard volunteering himself to deliver some maps and pamphlets to Judge Gray. Judge Gray then asks if he knows anyone to help him with his writing (his eyes are in bad shape) and Richard volunteers himself. He also says he'll find a substitute if he has to be away (in case he needs a loophole). Matthew Kendrick (Richard's grandfather) then sent a note to the Judge saying to "work him hard" and that he should meet all of them, that it'd be good for him. He works for the judge for a while and ends up in the company of the youngest child, who is eating a meal. This child then introduces him to the main love interest Roberta. He is denied the time to hang out with the two on a country walk. 

I'm going to be dead honest. I stopped here. I flipped ahead and found nothing interesting, at all. Chapter one was great, but after chapter two my will to pick up this book was at zero and my desire to read something else was high. I stopped after chapter three. I tried to make myself go to chapter five, but no dice. It's not worth it to put myself in a reading slump. This is an incomplete review, so no star rating is needed. I DNFed ( DNF means Do Not Finish) this book. It's going back to my relative, where it belongs. 

My thoughts

I won't lie. This is not what I typically pick up and I knew from chapter two I'd have to push myself through it. Badly written? No. Unlikable male character? No. Nothing was bad about it, but I didn't feel compelled to pick it up after chapter two. Chapter one was fine, but everything after was boring. I tried to get to chapter five because I tried to give it a chance. It's not worth it to me. I have so many books I want to read that I won't force myself through a book I'm not compelled to read.

I didn't dislike the characters, I had no problem with our love interests, and I didn't hate the plot. What I disliked was the slow, uneventful pace. It crawled in pace. I was bored. Every glance at my own bookshelf begged me to put it down and send it back to my relative, who said she loved it. I wanted to love it, but I can't. I tried. The back said it was "steeped in suspense", but I can't find the suspense anywhere. What is the suspense? I looked up plot twists for this book and found nothing.

Long story short, please know that this book is not something for action or adventure lovers. If you like books where things happen, avoid this one. This is a squeaky clean, Christian romance (nothing wrong with that, but please note you'll be reading nothing spicey). It is definitely not my cup of tea. I'll stick to Bridgerton if I want a romance. 

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Monday, January 20, 2025

The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde - a book review

 I'm going to focus on reviewing more books this year. Of the books in the 2025 reading year, I'm starting with a classic. I give you my review of The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. This is a spoiler-heavy review. 

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The book I'm reviewing is a classic—a horror classic. I know the end (at least the movie's end), so it isn't a real surprise to learn that Jekyll is Hyde. I think almost everyone who took a literature class knows that. In basic overview, a man plays with the idea of his good side and bad side and gets himself into a horrible situation. He gets to a point where he can no longer control "Mr. Hyde", whom he says he can get rid of at any time. 

Book Events

We start with a lawyer (Utterson), reading a clause in the will of Dr. Jekyll, a dear friend. Dr. Jekyll's leaving Mr. Hyde all his money and property if he disappears or dies. The lawyer thinks Hyde is a horrible man and has a conversation with Hyde. Hyde is rude to him. He speaks with Jekyll later, and Jekyll is annoyed that he's questioning his will contents. Not long after, we see Hyde kill someone with Jekyll's cane, the very cane the lawyer gifted to Jekyll. He now has to tell his dear friend what happened and what Hyde has done. When he does Jekyll acts strange again, looking sickly and devastated, saying Hyde won't come back. He produces a letter he received (a letter Jekyll could have written himself) saying Hyde has safely escaped. The lawyer assumes Hyde dropped it by the lab. The butler had no knowledge of the letter. The lawyer takes the note to someone, who compares the handwriting with an invitation from Jekyll. It is almost the same with a slight slant. 

Hyde then disappears while Jekyll becomes the social butterfly he used to be - until two months later, when Utterson is not admitted into Jekyll's parlor with no explanation. Utterson is upset since he'd been visiting for weeks with no issue. He has the handwriting man (Guest) over because he's feeling lonely. He also speaks with his other best friend, Dr. Lanyon. Lanyon is ill and will not speak of Jekyll. He dies soon after. Utterson sends a note complaining about why he can't come over (because of course, it's all about you, Mr. Utterson) and gets a response that's a bit dramatic. Jekyll intends to live a life of seclusion for some unknown reason. He won't explain, just says that he did this to himself. I made note in my ebook here ("drama queen") because it was so melodramatic in wording. 

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After Lanyon's funeral, Utterson reads a letter his (now dead) friend wrote to him. In it was another letter, one to be read after the disappearance or death of Jekyll. Utterson restrained his curiosity and put it in his safe. This didn't stop Utterson from coming to Jekyll's house anyway. Clearly, he didn't listen to the contents of that letter. After hearing the troubled state of Jekyll over and over again while talking to Poole, he eventually stopped coming. Jekyll had taken to living in the cabinet room over the lab. He was silent and not himself. Poole's report rarely varied.  On a walk, he sees Jekyll through a window and speaks with him. Jekyll is depressed and Utterson invites him on a walk since he's already out with his cousin. The conversation abruptly ended when Jekyll's face changed and he slammed the window shut as it did. Utterson and his cousin were almost speechless upon seeing the change. 

One evening Poole comes by to say something is terribly wrong. He can't clearly explain what is going on, but he wants Utterson to come with him and see for himself. Utterson gets his coat and hat immediately, braving the wind and weather with Poole. It turns out all the servants are terribly afraid and huddling together by the fire. Poole knocks on the door to illustrate the fact Jekyll's voice has changed, then explains that 8 days ago the voice changed. He had even warned Utterson not to go in if invited. Poole goes on to say that their orders were from papers thrown on the stairs and Jekyll was begging for some sort of medicine. When he got it and brought it back, Jekyll would say it wasn't pure. They didn't see him, just read notes. One note goes from one tone to another. Poole explains he got a glimpse of Jekyll.  Utterson hears Poole out and comes to the conclusion his friend has a deforming illness, since he's now wearing a mask and hiding. Poole says that isn't it, insisting that the man was shorter than Jekyll and Jekyll might be dead. 

At this point, Utterson insists on breaking in to see if Jekyll is alive. They yell out a warning. After a refusal to come out, they burst in with an axe and fire poker to find Hyde had drunk something poisonous. They search fruitlessly for the body of Jekyll and return to Hyde's body with nothing to show for their search. They start looking around and find blasphemies written all over Jekyl's open books and an unfinished chemistry experiment. An envelope is addressed to Utterson, containing a will where Utterson gets everything instead of Hyde. It also says to read what Lanyon wrote to him, that the end was near when he wrote the letter that morning. 

As for what Lanyon wrote, it starts with a letter from Jekyll, begging for a specific, shady errand that will save him. If not done, he is doomed, it explains. It then goes on to (dramatically) explain how Lanyon saw Hyde transform back into Jekyll, then say that after what he saw he would certainly die. He did, as it were, but it sounds so ridiculously dramatic when you read the letter. A couple of the sentences require dictionary help, but we'll talk about it later. 

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Jekyll's letter explains that he was trying to split his evil and good nature up. It seems that he does remember what he does in Hyde's body, if I understand correctly. Hyde's form delights in evil. He observed that human nature is grey, not black and white, and that Hyde's form repulsed everyone. Being Jekyll again didn't make him all good, though, just the morally grey man he'd always been. His experiment was not fully successful. He liked that he could be free of his disciplined nature, but still be seen with respect. He was using it to misbehave and have an alibi. He was slowly killing his conscience. He was not taking responsibility for anything he did, instead he hid behind his respectable doctor cutout while "Hyde" did all the evil he wanted to do. This was only a problem when Hyde came out without the concoction. This was when he seemed to forget what he did in Hyde's body. He had to choose his conscience or Hyde, but by indulging his evil alter ego so often he'd already practically made the choice. It was too late. He was the good doctor for two months, then fell back to old habits. He then repented on his knees in tears and screaming and never purposely revived Hyde again. He had to make Lanyon help him get to his medicine when he transformed and couldn't get back to the lab (he broke his own key). Now he could no longer control Hyde and Hyde came out anyway. He had to be near his medicine or he'd never be Jekyll again. Hyde became his own man, scrawling on his books, burning letters and the portrait of his father. The only thing Hyde feared was Jekyll's possible suicide. This letter was the last letter that Jekyll would ever write because the medicine was impure and running out fast. Hyde would soon take over his mind. At the time Poole grabbed Utterson, Jekyll was already permanently gone. 

Overall Thoughts

Now that all you students have cliffnotes on the book, let's talk about what I think. I'm glad I read this on my ereader (a Christmas/Birthday gift - thanks Grandma!) because this book had large words and many sentences I had to dissect to understand. I have notes that say "what?" all over the book. The other thing about this book that stands out is how dramatic the language is. I did mark "drama queen" somewhere and "dramatic, but okay" on Lanyon's last letter. All this said, it's worth the time. 

The idea that Jekyll never suicided himself to kill Hyde due to pity almost sounds like Gollum to me. I know that's not quite a direct line, but it reminds me of Gollum. Pity stayed Bilbo's hand and pity stayed Jekyll's desire to end Hyde by killing himself. At the end Hyde did kill himself, but Hyde was only Hyde by the end. Jekyll had been overtaken by his own experiment and his own mistake of indulging that experiment. It comes to the idea of indulging sin/evil; evil gets easier and good gets harder. Do you feed evil or good? It's a real question. We are all morally grey, as Jekyll notes, and giving into the evil side of yourself leads to utter ruin and disaster. Jekyll destroyed himself by creating Hyde. He was already a bad guy before he created Hyde, though. Some of this book could have been based on the author realizing his close friend (one like Dr. Jekyl) had been assaulting and murdering women the whole time he knew him. Utterson could very well have been a reflection of the author. 

This is horror that makes you think. Many phrases are highlighted in my ebook copy because they are thought-provoking. Jekyll plays with the idea of being the upright, good doctor while secretly doing evil. It doesn't work that way. You can't do evil and not expect it to overtake you. This is something we all need to remember. Read this book. Use your dictionary to get past the language. It's worth your time. 

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Monday, January 13, 2025

TBR Overview 2024

 This year my TBR (To Be Read) list did not go as planned, mostly because I threw it to the side to focus on cleaning my bookshelves. For this reason, I skip what this year's goals were entirely. Aside from all those thrown-out goals, let's look at the data. 


I decided to prioritize cleaning out my bookshelves and going through the second chance pile. My data looks so different than last year's. Be prepared to see data indicating my second chance pile rose to the top of my priorities. I even blogged some of it for content. 

I also learned something more about myself. I mood-read and I liked it a lot. I'm making more space for that in my TBR. I might still have set titles, but I intend to set up my TBR to have more mood-reading openings. Along with all that, I'm so much better at dropping books I don't enjoy reading. I've learned a lot this year. 

Next Year

First, we have the set titles, which will literally be what I didn't read in 2024, plus maybe a few series here and there. I'm rolling over what I didn't get to. 

When it comes to mood reading I'm putting in reading challenges that have no set titles, as well as a library category. The library category's only qualification is that is has to come from the library, online or in person. The reading challenge that I'm adding is called the "one shelf challenge". The idea is that I roll a randomizer wheel for a bookshelf, then for a shelf within that big bookshelf. After that, I pick a book from that shelf. It leaves me open for mood reading (unlike the read it or unhaul it). 

I'm still doing the read it or unhaul it challenges I skipped from this year, but the added challenges and added category leave me wiggle room. I do the challenges for variety, and I keep my bookshelf cleaned out of books I don't end up liking. Booktuber Emily Fox inspired me to do both challenges. She does these to keep her bookshelf a bit cleaner, as well. 

What Happened?

I started with a concrete list of books and series. Then I got the great idea of cleaning my bookshelf, effectively upending a lot of my previous plans. I got to some of them, but mostly I just threw the goals into the garbage and mood read most of the year. It wasn't that bad, really, and I don't regret mood reading. I intended to read everything on my MP3 player, but it didn't happen. I intended to review more classics, but it didn't happen. The goals flew off into the void. There is nothing wrong with that. 

Instead, I read some books that were calling to me, like Eragon and The Hobbit. I also devoured the second chance pile, finding both duds and excellent novels. Most of them have been donated, but I did find some good books I wouldn't have picked up otherwise. At the end of all this, I've cleared more space for books. I still lack space for books, thus I tapered my Christmas list of books to what I truly want to collect. I have no regrets. I still achieved something. 

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What I Learned About Myself


I learned that books you don't have a connection to need to leave the library. Take them to a friend, a donation box, a public library, or any place that will take them off your hands. Bookstores that sell used books will take them for money. If you don't enjoy yourself, put it down. Leisure books are not school projects you have to read. 

Mood reading is apparently my thing now. I tailored my 2025 TBR to reflect this need in my life. Open challenges with no set titles will help me do this more often. It was great to pick up a book because I felt like it. I read more that way and I'm going to let myself mood read more often. 

Challenges are absolutely helpful in keeping a bookshelf clean over time. It doesn't take you long to read three books from the unread category and make a decision. Doing this every few weeks or so will keep your shelf looking like what you love. Read it or unhaul it will have you reading what you rarely pick up and the one shelf challenge will have me picking from one shelf only. This will help me read what I have, making it so I don't avoid any of my books. 

The Data

First, let's look at categories. I'm eliminating the category of TBR with my husband for 2025. We used to read together more often, and we'll still read together, but I'm no longer including it in my TBR goals. Reading what I wanted to read together in one year is not achievable.  I ended up cleaning my bookshelf almost the whole year. I also mood-read and picked up a decent amount of non-TBR books. 




Finished books don't include what I DNFed (chose not to finish). I did indeed leave two months completely unfinished, as you can see. I hit a reading slump due to the amount of books I was choosing not to finish. When you read a lot of what you don't like, you end up in a reading slump. It's unavoidable. It's done, though, so I'm officially done with the second chance pile. 




Overall form of books, counting what I didn't finish, was overwhelmingly physical. One reason for this is the second chance pile, but I also intend to read what I own on the shelf. Online books don't clutter my living room shelves. With that in mind, I also love physical books because they don't require staring at a screen. Ebooks are great and audiobooks are wonderful. Audiobooks grow on me every year. Physical is still my favorite. No device is needed. Online books can be easy to forget. 




I didn't do too badly on finishing books, despite the shocking amount of DNFing I did. For one thing, I found some I loved in the second chance pile. For another, I read outside the pile and read some of the TBR. I did DNF nearly half, but I still finished more than I DNFed. Yay! I'm sure next year's stats will be better than this. 




Overall Results

By the end of this year, I've become a different reader. I mood-read more often than I TBR read. I've now left openings for mood reading in the TBR itself. I've learned to put down what I don't enjoy, I've gone through the whole bookshelf to ensure my shelf reflects me, and I'm adding a new challenge to my TBR. I'm even adding a category - library - to ensure I try new releases and hyped books for myself, before buying them on a whim. I'm discovering there are genres I can't get into and genres I love. Reading a variety of them helped me learn about myself. This TBR was a success, even if it wasn't an "I finished it all" success. I had fun this year. That's what counts.  


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I wrote a book! I am delighted to say that I have 5 five-star reviews up on Amazon now, which is amazing. I hope you like it, too. If you're interested in buying a paperback, hardcover, or ebook version go to my website link in this blog or click here to go straight to my Amazon page. 





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Monday, January 6, 2025

The It Girl by Ruth Ware - A review

 I can't hold back my thoughts on the book The It Girl by Ruth Ware! I love it. Now you all get hear me gush about it. This blog is full of spoilers, so if you want a spoiler-free review go elsewhere. 

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The It Girl by Ruth Ware is a mystery that I picked up on a whim in 2024. This review will come much later in scheduled blogs than my actual reading of it. In other words, I already read it weeks ago by the time you see this. 

Let's get into the basic plot. Without getting knee deep in spoilers, here is the basic plotline. Hannah Jones, years after finding her college roommate dead, can't remember the whole encounter. The convicted culprit, who never stopped screaming his innocence year after year in the courts, died of a heart attack in prison. This starts a ball rolling mentally for Hannah. She's pregnant, fears the press swarming her like before, and was just trying to live a normal life - one not surrounded by the death of her best friend, April. You see her grief all book long. One reporter starts asking questions, leading Hannah to think that her evidence may have put the wrong man in prison. From there the snowball becomes a boulder, metaphorically, and she pursues more information despite her husband's frustrations. 

Where Spoilers Begin

If you've read this much and never read the book, stop. Stop and go to the library. Pick it up off the bookstore shelves or the internet. I'm serious. Don't go further. The twists are part of the fun. 

Again, spoilers abound after this sentence, and you have been warned. 

Now that all the people who didn't read it left (cough, cough), we'll go on. 

What I Liked 

The culprit was genius. No joke, Hugh was the last person you'd expect to be the culprit, but there were clues present. Start watching Hugh from the point of the strip poker game and you'll see compressed anger and constant disrespect from April. It turns out that might have been her source of pills and he literally faked his test to get into medicine in Oxford. He's too dead to confirm the theory, but the theory fits into the facts neatly. 

Hugh is like the bird watcher in the book Curtains, the last Poirot novel by Agatha Christie. Let me explain further and it will make more sense. The bird watcher not only convinces people of lies (like Hugh saying Will was at the college the night of the murder), but redirects the attention toward others (like when he mentions Emily getting pranked by a letter). The bird watcher remains invisible because he's redirecting and manipulating the people around him. Read this again and watch Hugh remain invisible. You know next to nothing about Hugh until the end. He kept contact with everyone to ensure he'd be a confidante and not a suspect. It was brilliant. He was not blindsided by Hannah's actions purely because he became her confidante. 

I also loved the way the broken phone became a plot device to save Hannah in the car situation. Will was only able to come to her aid because she made a split-second decision, a decision to take advantage of the fact Hugh thought her phone was fully dead. Some writers would put in "convenience plot" to save our main character, but this was not a convenience plot. We knew she broke her phone earlier. It doesn't seem too convenient, and yet, the author clearly set up a scenario specifically for this scene. It's excellent writing. 

The style of the book itself was paced perfectly. I loved seeing what happened back then paired with the present (or "after"). Hannah, our eyes and ears for the story itself, sees life in before and after because the murder shook her so hard. It works up to the revelation that Hannah saw April alive, pretending to be dead, but Hugh was the only one to see her dead. I liked that the memory gap thing wasn't a melodramatic reveal, but was revealed at just the right time. The pacing kept you reading, but fed you snippets of information as you read. The book didn't feel too long or too short. 

What I Didn't Like

Only one thing didn't make sense. One thing was never explained. Who was shagging with April near her death if it wasn't Will or Ryan? The dialogue made it sound like an important detail. Personally, I theorized that it was Hugh and he was not offered a way to say no, but I think I'm wrong. He wasn't the type to even like April and she treated him horribly, not romantically. This is the only point I am confused on. If anyone can comment some explanation or theories, please do. 

Aside from what I just explained, nothing else was disliked. I loved it, loved it, and loved it more. It was so worth reading I'd pick up anything by Ruth Ware now. I have another book of hers, already. I can't wait to read it. 

Overall Thoughts

Keep in mind that grief and Hannah getting through her grief are a vital part of the book. At the end we see her finally get rid of the requests folder and build the crib for her incoming child. At the beginning she can't even touch the crib. It's a beautiful picture of dealing with issues head-on. The story shows a wrecked Hannah dealing with trauma and facing it, conquering it with strength she didn't know she had. If you don't want to hear about grief hallucinations (her seeing April everywhere, for example) and depression, you'll dislike this book. If you don't care about her pregnancy, you'll get bored. 

I loved it. I give it five stars and then some. Go check it out for yourself. Oh, and if you hate the F bomb you came to the wrong book. It's university students talking roughly because they aren't at some private Christian college. They are at Oxford. They drink and they play strip poker. Don't think this is clean language. I'm telling you now. 

For more on the concept of what an "it girl" is, see this link to my blog on the film that started the phrase.
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I wrote a book! I am delighted to say that I have 5 five-star reviews up on Amazon now, which is amazing. I hope you like it, too. If you're interested in buying a paperback, hardcover, or ebook version go to my website link in this blog or click here to go straight to my Amazon page. 





Jack Thomas is running from a past case. He's hiding in Wrenville. Is his past case catching up with him? 

Find out in my first book, Wrenville, a stand-alone suspense novel.